satisfaction.

LALALALALA ! Feel like sharing some satisfied photoshop workpieces done by me - One Publications & Design blending practice, and one collage homework. So happy so mad so bored so disappointed so fun so pissed ... but in the end, I still did it (:

Cropping Collage ♥
Theme: About you /& The things you like.

Another 3 ♥♥♥ not in it - Jiahui, Pig & Peirong.

(Click the collage to enlarge)

Need to explain uhs, :P (When I'm cropping this hurriedly) I couldn't dig out Pig & PR's pic. As for Jiahui, I can't have a pic with her, :(

Then we moved on to blending & glowing words :

We are suppose to try it with our name. But don't know why however I tried filling colours to my name, the other letters other than M, just won't work. Don't know how many times I redo it until I pek cek. Pek cek until kinda scary? Cause Laohuang said I looked scary with my black face? LOL. Cause no one knows where the problem lies on. Even Norman also don't know, OMG. Then I really got so so so SO disheartened. Especially when it everyone 'looked like' already know what to do. (LOL, after lesson then know that there are quite many pekcek-ers like me =X)

Then Norman asked me to try on another new word. TADA ! And it worked ~ ^^ Probably the problem really lies on the name used? xD Such a great sense of satisfication and my mood was back (: But I know the colors I've chose not bling bling enough uh ~ :\

Thanks to Piggy for helping me with it too (: So in the end we knew what the problem was (-.-) and really very sianxzxzxzxz diao with the spotted problem. Nehmind, at least it was done !!!! ^^

LALALA, I need to go back to my Social Psy (塞) Portfolio ~

Why Social Psy = Social 塞 ? :\
SP SKILL THEORY (400-500 words) plus ANALYSIS ON THE SELF-RESEARCH EXAMPLE (min 500 words) = 900+ words for each chapter.
1 Social Psy Portfolio = 4 self-chosen chapters from the textbook.
The self-research example's type of resources cannot repeat.
Resource types given: Video, Newspaper Article, Comic Strip, Song Lyrics, Poem, Forum.

Prejudice and Discrimination
( Comic Strip - Thanks, JerlinQuahQuah ~ )

Conformity (Video)

Positive Thinking (Song lyrics from Claire's 看见)

Miscommunication (Joke from Forum)

500 words to crap for the example, grrrrr. This is getting up to my nerves. Kept pressing the word count thing and it is always at 200/300+ ~

2+0.5+0.5 = 3 down, cause I am left with the example analysis of the two un-cancelled ones. Dateline: Friday. Sianxzxzxzxz, and I got Jap lesson tomorrow until 8pm ~ :S

I need time and a humongous kit-kat !!!!

z-chen np music concert.

Oh oh, there must be something wrong with me! I'm such a hardworking kid today, LOL.

My latest morning call ever since school reopens after the 2 weeks Jun holids - 9am. But I only dragged myself off bed at 9.20am, xD. Lala, and OMG! The first thing I did when I on my macky was to sign in to NP MEL! What a miracle! Then I chionged all the elearning assignments all in one go only with a lunch break in between. I'm so abnormal today ! Woots, a great sense of achievement (:

Since I've completed all of them and only left with my Social Psy, let me give myself a Kit-Kat break to blog and back to it.

02 July 2009 : (暗恋) Z-chen 张智成 音乐会 !

Jiamin, Joanna, Me, Xinying & lastly the 53kg self-claimed monster Z-chen.

Thanks OXX for the 'VIP seats'. At first, we were satisfied with the seats, till later...

Ahkok, Yijie, Weewee, Joy & her friend sat at the first row seats. Ahkok damn funny can. Her camera was with me then she walk up to suan : " 哈哈哈哈!!! VIPs ~ " She was laughing all the way, damn bad right !!! This is the stabber Ahkok, don't blame don't blame, LOL! Nehmind, let's continue with our stuffs, xD

Ivy din't come cos she is under quarantine, awwwwwww ~ :(
So the host changed to Jiahui, still can luhs, xD

Then he performed a couple songs. LOL, I din't know there are quite a number of nice songs from him. And his live is nice too (:

The best song I like from him : 爱来得刚好 ♥

凌晨三点钟. Quite an old song but nice, xD

Another nice one : 末日之恋 ~

Games time !

They are seeking for volunteers and people who kena sabotage ~

I still prefer him to go back to singing, lols. It seemed more right, right? xD But he is quite a humorous person too - with his made up Malaysia slang. LOL!


Later, he walked up to the audience area to shake hands. And I got this close up shot when he was saying the monster thing. I was giggling for no reason. Then he said : "为什么你这么怕我？... I'm not a monster." (Check out the video for that part ~) LOL! I just giggle with JM cause it's kinda weird? xD Yah, then JM '旧情复发', HAHAHAHAHA ! ^^

Not properly taken cause I was giggling, xD

Wanted to wait for Jiahui, then the man thought we are waiting for Z-chen and told us he is still signing. Huh? Still signing? Hahahahaha. Ohkay, it was just a miscommunication. Then, he told us she has left already. Oh oh ~ :( Nevermind, let's just take with this 'unique looking van' - YES933's Yellow Van.

Still as ever, my stupid idea♥ But then it's a deserved 'souvenir' right? We hardly see this van roaming on the streets? xD

finally!

FINALLY YAH FINALLY YAH FINALLY ! The presentation is done, and woohoo ~ Tomorrow is Business Continuity Day - so no school for School Of Humanities, xD But elearning is still on.. (-.-)

The 收获 from different skill presentations .

Got a lil sudden interest in Origami after some Origami Skill Presentations today :D

Neither satisfied nor unsatisfied with my presentation. Have to sound cheerful when I only get to sleep at like 2.30am last night today morning, and waking up at 7.30am today? 5 hours sleep is never enough for me, I'm an extremely heavy sleeper.

It's not easy or rather impossible to learn the WYWDY chorus dance plus dancing with the music within 7 - 10 mins uh? LOL, a brilliant suggested idea (which I can't rmb who izit from. -.-) was to dance by counting beats. Woots~ What a brilliant one, =X

Yah yah yah, I'm still so not myself when I present, xD. Ohkay, maybe not totally. Cause I'm still that 'oh yah hor' self image during presentations (=.=) Still can rmb the other time (interview test) was 拉提琴 become 拉钢琴. This time I forget my 'woo~' dancing part.

I was the second to present today. Actually it's a good thing to be the first few to present? You get it done quick and fast, then it's your world, LOL. Or probably the other way round. You die faster, then you get to 投胎 earlier ~ :\

LALALA, then I became the timer/photographer.

JM's turn to present her beading skill.
Her beading work is nice de lor ~


I LIKE THE MELODY ONE MOST !!!!!!! ^^
Make a stitch/pika for me? =X

Two volunteers required.
So YJW called Joy & Mabel according to the class register.

Poor Piggy (& Yi Fang - not in picture) picking up the beads after JM's presentation.

CHARMAIN PREPARING FOR HER TURN TO PRESENT ! xD
Her massage presentation is shiok de lor. 收益很大 (:

JM helped her distributed the so-call 'massage lotion' ~

A dumb suggested shot by me with Lao Huang in it, LOL.

The lotion is 香 lor though it looks like a lump of bird shit, xD

Ohkay, my camera skill sucks. Then Ahkok was given too much 'massage lotion', that made both of her hands and arms all white, LOL! Wanted to take a funny shot of her then she 'passed' some of her undry lotion to me, (-.-) 想偷拍的结果... 真悲哀 ~ 弄得我也一手白.


Presentation by Xinying - Sleeping Knowledge, xD ! An interesting one. Poor Yifang kena chosen by YJW to be the model, xD. But this picture is LMAO ~

Got to float back to Social Psy Portfolio tomorrow, haish ~ sianxzxzxzxzxz ~
Give me a break today.

final decision.

Yah, I know this is really a last minute change in decision. It is always tough for me to make decisions, :( But finally I just came to a conclusion. Though everything has already been half way through in progress. TOMORROW IS THE DREADFUL SKILL PRESENTATION TEST! OH NO NO ! Wish me luck.

Basically, we are suppose to present (or rather) teach something we are good in or within our interest area within 7 - 10 minutes. Background information of thing, explanation why you are suitable (eg. achivements, interests, experiences?) to teach it are required. And all kinds of learners are not to be neglected, at least one person has to learn the skill after the presentation. Sounds easy right? (-.-)

My first intention was to teach basic skills in reading/editing HTML. Then later cher said it was too dry, ohkaykay. Then I changed it to basic Japanese conversation. Ohkaykay, the conversation in my Jap Diploma Booklet is too fake. Well, then I changed it to "Basic dating conversation" with someone you like or your friend in Japanese. Then, when I figured out those words with its pinyin, OHMYGOODNESS ! My pronunciation is so "bump-jet"~ I tried hard (or rather my best) despite that.

I realise, nope, it's not the best choice. And my last final decision was my initial kidding intention... (-.-)
我有我的YOUNG CHORUS dance, xD
Ohkay, maybe I will leave out one group of the learners - those 'what if this happen...' but I would rather to present or to teach something I'm more confident in uh?
I did learn it during the sec3 holidays if I din't remember it wrongly, from the Back scenes DVD. Now, I spotted this upon my research.



我有我的YOUNG Tutorial Dance - quite an old video, i know ~ =X
A clearer view of the dance, make things even better for me. Making sure I dint get my past 'self-learned' steps are all correct (:

PS: I would love to thank the nice soul who spared me her 'listening ear' today. You can request for your name here if you want, LOL. But you know who you are uh. THANKS LOADS♥ I know very "heart humb", but still, thanks for the time spared for my complaints and crappings. Sometimes, a simple act just by listening really lightens up one's mood (:

TOMORROW IS THE DREADFUL DAY FOR THE SKILL PRESENTATION TEST. Oh, wish me luck ! ^^
From this experience, I've learned that I don't have any 'taughtable' 专长, LOL.

After tomorrow, life is going to be a slightly little easier.

Not my day.

Like a stupid idiot rotting outside LT51 cause this clever person thought that her lovely lecture starts at 11. In the end, some nice soul sms me and ask me: You know today lecture 12pm? HAHAHAHAHA! 哭笑不得 ~

NORMAN’s lesson.
And was hunting for LLY got legs + formal wear + facing in front de picture until very pek cek. Then this hilarious conversation made me laugh upside down.

JY: 呃！你要不要S.H.E的poster?
XY: 什么poster?
JY: 大大张的lor~
XY: 什么照片？
JY: S.H.E的照片lor~

Wahlao, made Ahkok & me laugh upside down, in and out. Only dint fall down :S

And I finally found one I think acceptable one from the thumbnail, and I got so happy! Then later?

Small like ant.

Today is really not my day. and after 1 hour and 28 mins, FINALLY ! woots ! ^^

Yay yay, now I'm left with Power Station ~ ^^
can I don't put them? :P

i need a kitkat.

I was mugging on my “power of positive thinking”while tuning on to my blog’s version of Yuan Yi Bu Ai Ni. Took a peep at the MV, and start to wander, LOL. Went over to Guilun Tieba to glance at some stories with “appealing title”. I personally recommend this story – it is like a continuation from MIT.

霹雳MIT剧场版 —— 死亡游戏
http://tieba.baidu.com/f?z=575197042&ct=335544320&lm=0&sc=0&rn=30&tn=baiduPostBrowser&word=%B9%ED%C2%DA&pn=0

Then went over to Pi Zi Tieba. I heard that there will be a twist behind. Aiyo, I am still at Episode 6, plis skipping over to peep at Episode 20 some while ago. OMY OMY, I WANT TO CONTINUE MY PI ZI BUT I JUST GOT NO TIME TO SPARE FOR IT !!!!!!!! BOOHOO ~ Maybe some nice soul out there may want to lend/give me the DVD? 算了当我没说过, xD

哟！我还蛮喜欢的一对 ~ ^^

LALALALA, and then I start to miss MIT, miss the 007 TMX interaction :(
If I’m given any holidays from now, I would want to re-watch MIT for the 4th time ~ ^^


Done by: Teresa(:


Open up your ears @ 1:27 – He nervous until talking also zou yin ~

I need free time. Time seems to be never never enough for me with these heavy tonnes of assignments, grrr. Can I have 48 hours a day? :D
What a meaningful one; If only time would stop for a moment when the rain poured and the fireworks fought with it.

Social & Psychology Portfolio:

Power of Positive Thinking.

Group Influence

Roots of Prejudice.

Miscommunication

Presentation Test (TUE):

Skill Presentation.
I only know what I'm going to teach but don't know what to do for my teaching presentation, sianxzxzxz ~ (-.-)

Publications and Design Pair work:

Imaginary HIM concert poster.

Social Psychology Project Work:

Prejudice & Discrimination Interview Survey

Videography Project Work:

Movie Trailer (genre: 悬疑?)
Not sure, have to ask our Dear Director Ah Kok and Script Writer Lao Huang. I just need to be the model and‘donate’my backview to them, LOL.

Can I have a 'kitkat'?

JM says that Wed is the Business dono what day. Woots, really?
AHAHAHAHAH ! I need it for my psychology chionging and a kitkat too ~ xD

goodbye.

** Wave goodbye to my old blogskin **

And, wave hello to the new one appearing right in front of your eyes right now (:
It's still HIM as usual. Spot Guilun and Calron? ^^ Plain and simple. Nice nice nice?
Changing a new blogging way now, but my not wordy style will still remain unchanged ~

Just came back from Bugis after celebrating with Jiahui for her 17th birthday. Woots, older than me liao wors. Grow up, ohkay? :P Hope you enjoy the outing today. All thanks to our two main organisers - Laomao & Peirong (~)

Awww, Neglected part of my assignments today, so I shall seriously stuff my head into the pile of projects and assignments - 4 chpts of Psychology Portfolio, Tuesday Skill Teaching Presentation Test, Noman's poster brochure design... MUGGING ALL OF THEM HARD LIKE ANYTHING TOMORROW !!!!

Looks like I'm going slow in updating my fanfic(s) again ~ omgomg, i hate this ! especially when all the inspirations are up there.

俗话说得好; 有时间未必有灵感 。有灵感未必有时间 。无奈 ~ (-.-)

Memories left unblogged:

(020709) Z-chen's Music Concert.

(100709) Crazy random moments in NP.

(110709) Jiahui's Birthday + AnythingC's Gathering.

There's a lovely moth hanging on top of the door in my room. It has been there ever since I'm home. And, she has been gone for 17 days. "Is that ahma?" Like what the believes say...

stupid blogger

Stupid blogger cannot cannot cannot get my lovely pictures uploaded. WTC. What the cheese - a new quote from Old Hair :)

It is something "exciting" wonderful to have a 4 days studying week instead of 5. woots ~ Can we have another elearning week soon ~ :D

WTC. Just heard from Old Hair that JC kids are having their holidays next Monday. Yah yah, Youth Day. Why Poly kids don't have such "privilege" ??? Aren't Youth Day meant for all 17 and above kids ? :(

Enjoyed memories.

Piggy's birthday celebration on Monday.
you may love to refer to the update on this in my WXZXZX

ZC Monster Music Concert on Thursday.
the lacking motivation.

Our 老黃沒吃麵小菜 recording session on Friday.

Oh please. Blogger please wake up and get the 53kg monster music concert pictures done !!! ^^ Probably I should move on to my second alternative. PHOTOBUCKET.
Oh no not again. I feel like changing my blog skin with those series of pics just below this post ~

my source of happiness.

My reason to smile (:
他老是可以这么没有理由的让我兴奋，开心起来。
根本就是从漫画里头走出来 ... 帅翻天～～～
我的天都给他翻过来了～～～ (-.-)

戴墨镜还是很帅惨～
为什么要这样？*难过*

来个“方大同” or the “卢广仲” 版本的他～



不好意思，很一天一地。
帅成这个样子又在令我很 “吴炎” ～
所以就拿下来吧！



够了喔～（受不了）

.
.

最近新入榜的 “心星” ～
★★敖杰★★



还称不上是爱啦～ =X

Return books, Pay fines, Borrow books, Mug case study.
and update my current hardcore fanfic !

SUPPORT (?) ^^



我的恶魔男友☆彡
http://winglin.net/fanfic/badboy
Love Story Starring; Aaron Yan, Guigui Wu and the Owodogggg and more ... :D

treasure.

I sincerely thanked for all the love and concern showered.
It may just be a few simple words.
But it really warm and cheered me up somehow, in some ways (:
THANK YOU (~)

This has been a tough journey.
It's a relief that these long sufferings has been drawn to an end for you.

在不能见时种下思念
任思念开花结果长成眷恋
我会把你牢牢记住，
深信你在世界的另一端眷顾着我
还是会想念 ~
但人生始终还是得走下去。。

When we say goodbye to our loved ones, doesn’t mean we have stop loving them.
Sometimes, bidding goodbye is a painful way of love.
rip.

我看到真心对待、真心关心
这是非常温馨非常令人感动的一种付出
我终于见证到失去后才懂得真心懂得后悔
这样的后悔步入眼帘
看到的只是另一种虚伪
“鳄鱼的眼泪” 一点都不令人同情

Treasure your loved ones.
---- “The live needs to live, and the death has already passed.”
Life has to go on ～

♥ 25/06: You are kept in my heart (:
& Piggy Zhou, I din't forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIGGY ZHOUUUUUUUU :D
Hope you like your STAGE tee, do you still want your Hot Shot Pig file?
HAHA. where got don't want right? xD

goodbye, my love.

人家说患难见真情

今天终于亲眼见证到这颗真诚付出的心

也看到你不一样的一面

在大家都无法清楚自己究竟在干什么的情况下

你就像一颗突然从天而降的救星

真的很谢谢你

你的好意我们真的都心领了

还有那些安慰着我的你们

真的很谢谢你们

即使是简单的几句话

我都万分感动 谢谢你们






一种必定过程

逃不了的事实

大家必定去接受它去承受它

家人之间总是存在这某一种心点感应

是吧？

强烈不好的预感果然灵验

也不知道为什么

今天特别想下去






至今一通电话就像电器警报器

一声响起总是让人的心这么一抽

那样沉重






常常觉得时间不够用

常常觉得时间飞逝得令人喘不过气

今天才体会到真正的时间赛跑

还是迟了一步

遗憾？

的确是。

一直觉得自己没有做好自己的本分






撑开沉重的眼皮

挣出最后一口气

用劲最后一份力

你应该看到你最想看到的那个人了吧

很戏剧化的一刻

此刻就发生在我身上




掀开布帘

心中一急

床边的桌子以不再是我考虑的范围内

皮肉上的痛完完全全不比心口上的痛来得汹涌






无畏惧的靠近

握着那双冰冷发白的手

没有回应

触摸着那抹苍白的脸庞

那双不再喘气的胸膛

没有气息的鼻端

听不到呼吸声

感觉不到气体

苍白的头发大概是身上最温暖的部位

我多希望她仍能像从前一样

生气就敲桌子打沙发翻白眼

开心就张开嘴：“嘛嘛嘛” 几声






17年 这是第一次看到他的泪

我们都知道他这一阵子的反常与负担

真诚的拥抱比什么都来得温暖

虽然大家都早已有心里准备

也明白上帝的仁慈

这世上一定没有人比你更难过






長痛不如短痛

在這個時候變得很現實

生命以走到尽头

但愿摩天轮带你乘坐到另一个安详美好的世界去.



永別了, 安息.

instinct.

長痛不如短痛

在這個時候變得很現實

時候到了嗎？

我有股強烈不好的預感 ......

disheartened.

IT was alright along.
but it just went down down down now, in the night.
am I moodless or just plainly tired?
i am losing the motivation to continue
it's getting lesser and lesser
everything was up there
i am just craving for some MOTIVATION.

真 心 简 单 得 容 易 被 忽 略
所 以 这 世 界 才 会 虚 伪 得 恶 心
谁 是 真 心 谁 是 假 意
心 中 简 单 的 真 心 总 在 了 解 之 后 才 被 填 埋 .

&, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.
sad to end this day in a moody way.
disheartened.

my lovely holidays.

THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY WAS A FUN FUN FUN FUN DAYYYYY (!)

It seems like we are having a "house-clearing" session these few days uh.
Daddy dug out my childhood good friend - a funny looking specs (which my mum calls it pikachu specs, and I also don't know why, xD) from some hidden area this morning.
Was playing photobooth alone with the specs in the morning then Mummy came in.
So dragged along to play with me ~ LOL (:





喜怒哀乐 ~ (-.-)



Being alone isn't too bored sometimes.
It is the things that you choose to do to enlighten yourself, hohoho ♥

"我们一起笑, 我们一起闹, 颠覆所有刻版记号"
THANKS TO YES933 HUH ~
Kept humming this song unknowingly =X
Nonetheless, THANKS TO JERLIN QUAH QUAH QUAH for ringing "甩甩披肩, 穿上皮靴, 宣誓我们的誓言" in my ears and in front of my eyes ~ (LOL)



This time quite ohkay luhs ~
MV quite cool 的说.
Other than that 某某 is still an "eye and ear sorer".
Overall quite ok 的说 :)

Was posting pictures this morning, and I saw this:







咳 ～ 真的很 “吴炎”.
可以再可爱一点，哈哈哈哈！
第一张unglam虽unglam, 但是是可爱的咯。
可爱惨了，可爱爆了，可爱死了～
你真的 ... 可以再 ... 可爱 ... 一点, XD

DADDY, HAPPY FATHERS'DAY !
paiseh, that is for tommorrow, lol.

HOMEWORK, ASSIGNMENTS, PROJECTS ~ ):