❤ I AM SO GLAD TO BE HOME :D

I was happy in Genting,
but I am happier at home =X

Changed my BS, hope it's still okay? LOL.
I intend to change it before I leave for Genting, but my intention failed :\
Anyway, I truly LOVE my background & banner :D
Like it anot it's up to you, :P

Just got up from bed, and still in a huh? mood.
Morning (9:49 AM)

ro: hey
ro: did you get in?

If not till Rowena msn-ed me, LOL.
At (9:52 AM).

Kaijing: HI HI HI HI HI HI!
Kaijing: i wanna cry now
Kaijing: ):
Lonesome Sprint: u receive ur sms???
Kaijing: yap
Lonesome Sprint: i havent receive mine leh..
Lonesome Sprint: my fren also receive hers liao...
Kaijing: OMG why?
Lonesome Sprint: u received urs?
Kaijing: like everyone should receive theirs by now

If not for KJ started telling me she wants to cry :\
If not till I on my baby phone & received tonnes of sms asking me where have I been posted to.
I wouldnt know the posting results are out (@.@)
I asked my father to check his phone.
He shouted first from the room:

You have been posted to Chinese Media & Communications (N88) .

I would scream out of my lungs even if I'm still sleeping (~)
I got so high that I keep screaming non-stop in front of my computer.
Still remembered my dream of entering my last choice - Computer Engineering (==)
OH God, heard my prayers, Ti Amo :D
The course I've dread for.
Heard that the COP was 13, which was my ELR2B2-B score.
Lady Luck must be with me, thanks so much :D

I WILL & MUST TREASURE THIS OPPORTUNITY (!)
I truly dont understand why must I always go through this "by luck thing"?
From PSLE, I prayed to be admitted to HuaYi.
Then to streaming during Sec2, praying to get into Pure Science class.
Until now, praying to get into the course I yearn for.
In the past, I deserve those prayings because I slacked.
But why, I still have to pray hard now despite all the hardwork? =X
Anyway, I hope the majority/everyone is happy with their posting results, if not...
All the best in the appealing :DDDD

2009 NP CHINESE MEDIA & COMMUNICATIONS (~)
any nice people? :)

❤ BIG DUMB ASS



Still, THANKS to JQ & JR for the wasted efforts, lol :)
I MUST have that mentality ;;
有也是不会中滴！
我只是在自欺欺人，
OOPS! I mean, I'm just consoling myself. (=________=)

LASTNIGHTWASGREATFUN !!!!
SCARINGPEOPLETHRUMSNWASGREATFUN!
GOTSORESTLESSTHAT
IDONTFEELLIKEDOINGANYSERIOUSMATTERSYSTD.
ONEDAYOUTISTIRINGOKAYHA~
LADYLUCKMUSTBEBYYOURSIDE
IFYOUMUTEDYOURSPEAKERSLASTNIGHT
DURINGMYPRANKLOLS.
LESSONTOBELEARNT:
ALWAYSREMAINBUSYSTATUS.
ONLINESTATUSISTHESAMEAS
ASKINGTROUBLEFROMRESTLESSPEOPLE. (=_______=)

I wonder if you know what I'm crapping here.
Yes. Then, well and good.
No. Oh, thats too bad, haha.

❤ KEEP THE DESIRE LIST GOING ON




That GREY Hoodie.



That PINK Smiley Hoodie.




That BLUE / PURPLE long sleeve shark tee.




That DARK BLUE SHARK tee.




The PINK Plain Hoodie.




Pending on arrival~ :D



I've been looking for this the moment I saw that GuiLun camwhore photo.
And, it has almost been a year of searching process? :(
KJ says she bought a pair of this @ Bugis last year JUST before Olevels (?)
Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (~) @.@

Source from: various BS(s)

❤ Strategy Above The Depths


人类是有感情的动物

不要把一个人的好 当作是理所当然

也不要把一个人的坏 当作是无可救药

正因为无法看见 才会变得如此善变

无心并不代表无人在意


人常因为一些事而被受伤或伤害别人

也许 大家都该抱着替对方着想的心 :/

❤ 让我无法说泪 是因为吹风
A sudden meaningful sentence to me :\



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Fell in love with short display names :D
I've got this random thought:
Why do I have to make my display name/pm all about Ahbu since my display picture & blog have already been so obvious that I adore him?
And, is there a need to let everyone know what & who I adore? :\
Ha! Though I knew alot of people knew it long long time ago (==)
Maybe mentality changes as time passes; 最近好想少说一些什么。

My decision was firm longed before the release of results.



MY CURRENT GREATEST DESIRE IS THAT #1 CHOICE (!)

It has only 50 intake.
Moreover most Singaporeans have this
"new things are always better" mentality, so it should be competitive?
Heard that new courses COP are always around 11/12... :\
Though my L1R4 is 11, but my ELR2B2-B is 13 (all thanks to my Humanities).

Leave all to fate then.
Currently, Pamela is the only person I knew who has my #1 choice in the 12 choices.
Who knows if will I meet her in the same course/class soon??? HA!
It should be a good thing if we really meet since we have the same interest? :D

Despite that I'm preferring NP to SP, but in terms of transporation & convenience,
I have decided to choose SP to NP when both schools have the same course I'm interested in :)
It is almost like an everyday basis.
So convenience should be more prior than environment.

LM told me this very funny thing, and almost laughed off my chair. LOL

Weakling Roger: ah lo!
Weakling Roger: whats ur last choice ~
Ask me for my LAST CHOICE :D : LOL
Ask me for my LAST CHOICE :D : HWA CHONG INSTITUTE :D
Weakling Roger: haha8
Weakling Roger: u put for the sake of putting izit???
Weakling Roger: nth to put liao ar.. LOL.
Ask me for my LAST CHOICE :D ya lo~~
Weakling Roger: haha~ ni gen gao xiao leh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: ok, nevermind.
it's probably just my great sense of humour :\

I've finished one whole box of chocolates today!
Woots! I'm great~ ^______^


Dark Mint Chocolates ♥♥♥♥

Lastly, I want to comment about this inhuman here. (I'm not serious :P)

Firsty, he is ill.
Diagnosed with a dono what flu & fever (with a high temperature of 39.6)
According to the news, he insisted to complete in signing the thousands copies of albums during the autograph session.
Okay, thats professional, which I'm proud of it :D

Secondly,
I've yet to see anyone who can still look SUAVE? despite being hospitalized .
He still look great, and that pair of electrifying eyes :P



Thirdly,
he still have that innocent look which somehow hurt people like me,
cause it looks pathetic :(



So he is indeed "inhuman" (=x)
But thats what I ♥ from him isnt it? (==)
Anyway, I'm not going to let my mood be affected for this.
I mean, it is useless to be hurt / to get urself in a bad mood status for this?
Cause he isnt going to get well even IF I cry until my lungs burst right?
Ha! So be more releastic.
Deep from my heart 早日康复 :D

I supposed I would smile or cheer;
fullstop. this is going to end here.
Yet somehow, I feel that it seems like I'm going to miss it,
HA! WEIRD KID.

❤ the repeated question

IF you asked me how do I fair for my Olevels...
It can't be great. There will still be people scoring better than you do.
It can't be lousy. There will still be people who score worse than you do.
Standard answers I've been giving all along;
ok-ok lo? average? still ok. 还好啦.

You may or may not feel this tinge of excitement
when the principal was talking & talking non-stop yesterday.
Probably is mind block is taking place or whatever,
I hardly understand a thing from the powerpoint slideshow
& the "mumblings" from the principal.
I ONLY WANT MY RESULTS!
The only thing I saw was red & blue blocks on the powerpoint;
Blue was higher than red almost for all graphs.
Means that our school was above the national standard.
nothing really to be proud off? HEHHEH.

Keeping in suspense really sucks.
Probably I've trained myself during the holidays
when waiting for MIT week after week?
By right, I'm the #16 to collect my results,
but I realise some people in front are missing? @.@
Anyway, it's still a long wait for me.
Finally, Ms Lee looked at me and mouthed my name. (woo?)

.

her: marilyn~ (analyse the result slip)
her: hmm! (mumbles each subject's grade - which I dint really bother. I want the final score!)
L1R5 15 and 4 11.
You want to go JC?
me: huh? can ar?
her: can~
me: dont want leh, haha~
her: why?
me: I want to go poly. Can anot ar?
her: can~

.

After 4 years, and I realised
Ms Lee is really a very very very EXTREMELY nice and sweet teacher.
Didnt know why did I hate her so much during sec1/2? :\

3 A1s. 1A2. 1B4. 1C6 - Thats my score.
My biggest disappointment comes from my C6 - English.
10 years of education in an English school.
&, Humans are never satisfied with themselves.
Despite the 3A1s I've achieved, I was hoping for 4 :\
Despite the A2 I got for my Amaths, I was hoping it to be my Humanities instead.
As all the course type from my 1st 6 choices, are all type B.
So Humanities have to or rather MUST fall in my R2??? :(
Greedy? Maybe.

anyway, i just pray & hope to get into my #1 course.
It's going to be tough since it's a new course and it's intake is so little? sigh~
The toughest decision is done now.
I can finally ease down the heavy burden which has been affecting my mood since Saturday?

CONGRATS JERLIN & SHERYL FOR YOUR CHINESE A1 (~)

My piggy phone is discharged from Nokia hospital today :D

这是脆弱吗？

以前的我 生气就是生气 难过就是难过

根本就不会隐藏

现在的我 连我自己都搞不清楚

我是隐藏上瘾了吗

有些话 我很想说

但是过后想了想

反正说了也没用 说了也是白说

跟空气说话一样

说过的话好像 都不会被当真

2009年 也许我该学习怎么把情绪写在脸上