Friday, January 30, 2009

I AM SO GLAD TO BE HOME :D

I was happy in Genting,
but I am happier at home =X


Changed my BS, hope it's still okay? LOL.
I intend to change it before I leave for Genting, but my intention failed :\
Anyway, I truly LOVE my background & banner :D
Like it anot it's up to you, :P

Just got up from bed, and still in a huh? mood.
Morning (9:49 AM)

ro: hey
ro: did you get in?

If not till Rowena msn-ed me, LOL.
At (9:52 AM).

Kaijing: HI HI HI HI HI HI!
Kaijing: i wanna cry now
Kaijing: ):
Lonesome Sprint: u receive ur sms???
Kaijing: yap
Lonesome Sprint: i havent receive mine leh..
Lonesome Sprint: my fren also receive hers liao...
Kaijing: OMG why?
Lonesome Sprint: u received urs?
Kaijing: like everyone should receive theirs by now
If not for KJ started telling me she wants to cry :\
If not till I on my baby phone & received tonnes of sms asking me where have I been posted to.
I wouldnt know the posting results are out (@.@)
I asked my father to check his phone.
He shouted first from the room:

You have been posted to Chinese Media & Communications (N88) .


I would scream out of my lungs even if I'm still sleeping (~)
I got so high that I keep screaming non-stop in front of my computer.
Still remembered my dream of entering my last choice - Computer Engineering (==)
OH God, heard my prayers, Ti Amo :D
The course I've dread for.
Heard that the COP was 13, which was my ELR2B2-B score.
Lady Luck must be with me, thanks so much :D

I WILL & MUST TREASURE THIS OPPORTUNITY (!)
I truly dont understand why must I always go through this "by luck thing"?
From PSLE, I prayed to be admitted to HuaYi.
Then to streaming during Sec2, praying to get into Pure Science class.
Until now, praying to get into the course I yearn for.
In the past, I deserve those prayings because I slacked.
But why, I still have to pray hard now despite all the hardwork? =X
Anyway, I hope the majority/everyone is happy with their posting results, if not...
All the best in the appealing :DDDD

2009 NP CHINESE MEDIA & COMMUNICATIONS (~)
any nice people? :)

Saturday, January 24, 2009

BIG DUMB ASS



Still, THANKS to JQ & JR for the wasted efforts, lol :)
I MUST have that mentality ;;
有也是不会中滴!
我只是在自欺欺人,
OOPS! I mean, I'm just consoling myself. (=________=)

LASTNIGHTWASGREATFUN !!!!
SCARINGPEOPLETHRUMSNWASGREATFUN!
GOTSORESTLESSTHAT
IDONTFEELLIKEDOINGANYSERIOUSMATTERSYSTD.
ONEDAYOUTISTIRINGOKAYHA~
LADYLUCKMUSTBEBYYOURSIDE
IFYOUMUTEDYOURSPEAKERSLASTNIGHT
DURINGMYPRANKLOLS.
LESSONTOBELEARNT:
ALWAYSREMAINBUSYSTATUS.
ONLINESTATUSISTHESAMEAS
ASKINGTROUBLEFROMRESTLESSPEOPLE. (=_______=)


I wonder if you know what I'm crapping here.
Yes. Then, well and good.
No. Oh, thats too bad, haha.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

KEEP THE DESIRE LIST GOING ON




That GREY Hoodie.



That PINK Smiley Hoodie.




That BLUE / PURPLE long sleeve shark tee.




That DARK BLUE SHARK tee.





The PINK Plain Hoodie.




Pending on arrival~ :D



I've been looking for this the moment I saw that GuiLun camwhore photo.
And, it has almost been a year of searching process? :(
KJ says she bought a pair of this @ Bugis last year JUST before Olevels (?)
Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (~) @.@
Source from: various BS(s)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Strategy Above The Depths


人类是有感情的动物

不要把一个人的好 当作是理所当然

也不要把一个人的坏 当作是无可救药

正因为无法看见 才会变得如此善变

无心并不代表无人在意


人常因为一些事而被受伤或伤害别人

也许 大家都该抱着替对方着想的心 :/

Friday, January 16, 2009

让我无法说泪 是因为吹风
A sudden meaningful sentence to me :\



.
.



Fell in love with short display names :D
I've got this random thought:
Why do I have to make my display name/pm all about Ahbu since my display picture & blog have already been so obvious that I adore him?
And, is there a need to let everyone know what & who I adore? :\
Ha! Though I knew alot of people knew it long long time ago (==)
Maybe mentality changes as time passes; 最近好想少说一些什么。

My decision was firm longed before the release of results.



MY CURRENT GREATEST DESIRE IS THAT #1 CHOICE (!)


It has only 50 intake.
Moreover most Singaporeans have this
"new things are always better" mentality, so it should be competitive?
Heard that new courses COP are always around 11/12... :\
Though my L1R4 is 11, but my ELR2B2-B is 13 (all thanks to my Humanities).

Leave all to fate then.

Currently, Pamela is the only person I knew who has my #1 choice in the 12 choices.
Who knows if will I meet her in the same course/class soon??? HA!
It should be a good thing if we really meet since we have the same interest?
:D


Despite that I'm preferring NP to SP, but in terms of transporation & convenience,
I have decided to choose SP to NP when both schools have the same course I'm interested in :)
It is almost like an everyday basis.
So convenience should be more prior than environment.

LM told me this very funny thing, and almost laughed off my chair. LOL
Weakling Roger: ah lo!
Weakling Roger: whats ur last choice ~
Ask me for my LAST CHOICE :D : LOL
Ask me for my LAST CHOICE :D : HWA CHONG INSTITUTE :D
Weakling Roger: haha8
Weakling Roger: u put for the sake of putting izit???
Weakling Roger: nth to put liao ar.. LOL.
Ask me for my LAST CHOICE :D ya lo~~
Weakling Roger: haha~ ni gen gao xiao leh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps: ok, nevermind.
it's probably just my great sen
se of humour :\

I've finished one whole box of chocolates today!
Woots! I'm great~ ^______^


Dark Mint Chocolates ♥♥♥♥

Lastly, I want to comment about this inhuman here. (I'm not serious :P)

Firsty, he is ill.

Diagnosed with a dono what flu & fever (with a high temperature of 39.6)
According to the news, he insisted to complete in signing the thousands copies of albums during the autograph session.
Okay, thats professional, which I'm proud of it :D

Secondly,

I've yet to see anyone who can still look SUAVE? despite being hospitalized .
He still look great, and that pair of electrifying eyes :P



Thirdly,
he still have that innocent look which somehow hurt people like me,
cause it looks pathetic :(



So he is indeed "inhuman" (=x)
But thats what I from him isnt it? (==)
Anyway, I'm not going to let my mood be affected for this.
I mean, it is useless to be hurt / to get urself in a bad mood status for this?
Cause he isnt going to get well even IF I cry until my lungs burst right?
Ha! So be more releastic.
Deep from my heart 早日康复 :D

I supposed I would smile or cheer;
fullstop. this is going to end here.
Yet somehow, I feel that it seems like I'm going to miss it,

HA! WEIRD KID.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

the repeated question

IF you asked me how do I fair for my Olevels...
It can't be great. There will still be people scoring better than you do.
It can't be lousy. There will still be people who score worse than you do.
Standard answers I've been giving all along;
ok-ok lo? average? still ok. 还好啦.


You may or may not feel this tinge of excitement
when the principal was talking & talking non-stop yesterday.
Probably is mind block is taking place or whatever,
I hardly understand a thing from the powerpoint slideshow
& the "mumblings" from the principal.
I ONLY WANT MY RESULTS!
The only thing I saw was red & blue blocks on the powerpoint;
Blue was higher than red almost for all graphs.
Means that our school was above the national standard.
nothing really to be proud off? HEHHEH.

Keeping in suspense really sucks.
Probably I've trained myself during the holidays
when waiting for MIT week after week?
By right, I'm the #16 to collect my results,
but I realise some people in front are missing? @.@
Anyway, it's still a long wait for me.
Finally, Ms Lee looked at me and mouthed my name. (woo?)

.
her: marilyn~ (analyse the result slip)
her: hmm! (mumbles each subject's grade - which I dint really bother. I want the final score!)
L1R5 15 and 4 11.
You want to go JC?
me: huh? can ar?
her: can~
me: dont want leh, haha~
her: why?
me: I want to go poly. Can anot ar?
her: can~
.

After 4 years, and I realised
Ms Lee is really a very very very EXTREMELY nice and sweet teacher.
Didnt know why did I hate her so much during sec1/2? :\

3 A1s. 1A2. 1B4. 1C6 - Thats my score.
My biggest disappointment comes from my C6 - English.
10 years of education in an English school.
&, Humans are never satisfied with themselves.
Despite the 3A1s I've achieved, I was hoping for 4 :\
Despite the A2 I got for my Amaths, I was hoping it to be my Humanities instead.
As all the course type from my 1st 6 choices, are all type B.
So Humanities have to or rather MUST fall in my R2??? :(
Greedy? Maybe.

anyway, i just pray & hope to get into my #1 course.
It's going to be tough since it's a new course and it's intake is so little? sigh~
The toughest decision is done now.
I can finally ease down the heavy burden which has been affecting my mood since Saturday?

CONGRATS JERLIN & SHERYL FOR YOUR CHINESE A1 (~)

My piggy phone is discharged from Nokia hospital today :D

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

这是脆弱吗?

以前的我 生气就是生气 难过就是难过

根本就不会隐藏

现在的我 连我自己都搞不清楚

我是隐藏上瘾了吗

有些话 我很想说

但是过后想了想

反正说了也没用 说了也是白说

跟空气说话一样

说过的话好像 都不会被当真

2009年 也许我该学习怎么把情绪写在脸上

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008年 拜拜!

是我在这16年以来

对我来说,最有意义的一年


.

这一年 发生了很多事情

有让人可以哈哈大笑的事情

有可以让人轻声哭泣的事情

也是我成长最多的一年

我发觉了很多事情

也改变了很多想法

即使我变得不像以前一样这么爱说话搞笑

但它也许是一个成长的牺牲品吧?


.

我学会如何以不同的角度去 看人 看事

这是我以前做不到的

我相信人人 都有优点

一个再坏他 都始终会有他的优点

我相信人人 都有缺点

一个人再好 他都会拥有他的不道之处

人人可缺可点 像我一样 不完美


.

我相信每件事的发生 都是一个经历

不管好的坏的 我都学会以学习的角度来迎接它

而今年的所有的发生 让我多点认识自己


2009年 我希望能够比2008年更好更好在更好

新的一年会更好!


谢谢你们!

谢谢你们这些在2008年 在这茫茫人海中

在我的生命中停下脚步 烙印下许许多多特别的点点滴滴




从2007年;
不管是戏剧音乐各个方面
就对我特别有影响力的你们 (!)



阿布 炎亚纶 (~)



鬼鬼!



ANYTHING CLIQUE :D



JAME & AN!



PS: 我还没把我的追星旅程的照片 调整好,
明天才PO上来
:)
28 December AN Gathering



Guess I'm the last to blog about this? woots.
Anyway, late is better than never.
I love the person who invented this sentence. My daily quote :D
Was suppose to reach Sentosa early as I'm one of the station masters.


This is CUTE (~) :D

anyway, in the end, I decided to go later, so that I can leave late too :)
I was alone during the whole mrt trip, :\
Just about to go up to the monorail train, then Huili asked me to might as well meet her together with the other AN-ers.
也是~


waiting for the cards, :P

Hoho, Evian was delayed by me, sorry~
Reached Sentosa at 2+ pm, where the other station masters have left to their stations.
Off to our station @ the small island across the bridge.

On the way, we passed by Uncle Sheryl & Huisi's station.
Chatted with them for awhile, and off to 7-11 to get Evian's lunch - the nachos & our brain freeze. The stingy cheese machine was giving us problem, wth !
The nachos doesnt taste nice either, 漏风了~
Only a few acceptable ones, xD

Was crossing the bridge.
And these few ah-bengs keep shaking the bridge !
Almost got the heart & spirit off from me. (==)
Lucky of them that I dint take a glance at how they looked like !
老虎不发威不要把姑娘当病姑娘啊(~)

Took some effort in climing up to the highest level, xD
and those ahbengs still dint stop their mockings.. (==)
Saying that they are hungry and call us the muffins girls,
when Evian & Me were meddling with the muffins(!)
When we take out our flour, they thought we are going to bake cake (LOL???)

Uncle Sheryl & Huisi came to visit us :D
The flour made my black shorts grey? =x
Finally! The first group came!
Oriana, XiaoYing, Teresa & Rowena :D


Muahahahahahahaha, Evian, Sheryl, Huisi & ME only know how to 袖手旁观 (~)

Followed by the other 2 groups, LOL.
We are very kind in the questions, it's not that tough actually????

  • What is the design of Arron's tie in FRH 1st album 1st edition cover?
  • What is the fruit Arron fed the female lead with in "Ji Mo Bao Zou" MV?
  • What is the brand of the sweet wrapper in MIT Ep5 when 007 picked up while finding clues?
  • In "Xin Li You Shu" MV, FRH wore animal mascot costumes. Name the 4 animals respectively.
  • Name the no. and name of Japanese songs from FRH.
  • In the ylbfb episode, where yalun returns to his 母校, he mentioned the reason behind of his poor results for a certain course is due to his phobia of an animal. What is it?
  • Name Arron's favourite basketball player and his jersey number.
  • “自由倒仿佛我只是说说”- whose line is this?
  • Who made that freaking cute back vocal "越来越爱越来越爱" in 越来越爱?
  • After we are done with our station.


    in the toilet, in the toilet :)
    Evian, Sheryl, ME & Huisi (~)
    Off to see the 神秘人JingWen at another small island across the bridge! :D
    while singing 越来越爱 & 寂寞暴走 ALOUD on our way there, hoho!
    SUPER HIGH (~)

  • OH MY GOD! 我越来越爱 不必爱天都塌下来 爱若是你给的天灾 我要被害。。。

  • 我站在回忆的入口 收集我左胸口抱走得寂寞~!!!


  • Try spotting her? xD

    (!)




    We tried to mislead the rest by assembling at the other side of the island, hoho!
    And when the 1st grp (Liyi & Siti's group) came, we were faking and shout as if JingWen was hiding at the area behind / beside us (==)

    Any anyway, they finally spotted her before the other 2 groups came :)
    Shall officially announce the winner is; Liyi, Siti & her group, hoho :D
    Losers are granted forfeits! muahahahaha!


    Oriana, XiaoYing & Rowena.
    Teresa left earlier for something urgent, xD
    They helped FRH promote song - woohoo! sang 越来越爱(aloud?)



    Micko, JiaJia, Joreen & Ying Ling.
    actually posted a youtube video larhs on the forfeit from them which is taken by huili.
    yet not going to post the link here :P
    Anyway, they sang "Gatsby I Like It" (FRH Version, aloud?) LOL.


    双J (~)

    JiaJia & Joreen :)



    Look at Evian's (==) face! Wahahahahahaha~ :D

    &, I also cant rmb why I was being dragged down to bury my feet, LOL.
    Joined in the fun :)


    FEET OF ME & ESTEE :DDDD
    looks creepy~ (==)


    WHAT ARE WE DOING DOING DOING !?!!!!! (==)


    woohoo? camwhore!


    总统好严肃?:P

    .

    EVIAN & ME :DDDD



    I like this! Super cute & retarded, hoho! :D


    鬼脸!

    I was talking to Evian and someone played a prank on me, LOL!
    Spotted my missing slipper before it drifts away, :P


    Spot JingWen & ME? xD


    HOHO, this JIOTOMATIE FU LAN screaming at ppl again! xD




    Twist (~)


    a very dumb pose of mine here... (==)

    .

    Still deciding on where are we going to for our dinner, LOL.
    I voted for KOPITIAM!!!!! ^^
    abit HA? But it's been for quite sometime I've yet been eating kopitiam?



    Trained to Vivo for our dinner.
    Waiting for our seats.


    see jerlin almost half dead.. (==)

    Meanwhile, I realise that the muffins were somehow screwed????
    They were meant for Huili's birthday surprise ;
    Sorry, Huili~!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
    But we still ate them, :P

    Left reluctantly with Estee, Adeline, Evian, Gelyn & Stephanie.
    Reluctantly is bcos I dont like to be 扫兴 (==)
    Bought a cup of iced kopi and trained home.
    Super tired, was having some serious personal talk with Adeline on the way home.
    Felt so much better yea, one my **counsultor?
    sang kew (~) :D

    Reached home **in time.
    Not really actually, 3-4 minutes later? LOL.
    And i have got a very LOL experience? (==)
    I just dumped the sand in my plastic bag into the sink.
    Which might cause fault in the sewage over time? =X
    Not until Dad tells me, if not I wont noe what am I doing? :\

    went on with my computer till my eyelids dropped ;